standby me my love.
school as usual. reach school around 710am. as usual went back to class to put bag then went hall for FRC. first two periods was maths, lesson was alright. after that was 3periods of humans, and it kills me seriously. I didnt bring the answer sheet that TTY gave to us. and I'm being punished. fcuk him. LOLS. 60plus squats! god, my leg is breaking man. I swear I hate him forever. XD LOLS. not only I'm being punished, got Gilbert, Gaofei, BenTan, Ernest, Erinna and me. boys do star-jumps and girls do squats. argh~ pissed off. LOLS. after that, was recess time. then Physics and last two periods was PE. boredment. took our height and weight. my height 153cm, I know I'm short. my weight 37kg! wheets! I lost weight. hahaha. but dont know accurate anot lah. but nevermind. hahahah. after school, slack in the canteen with Nanny, Hweehan and Karmen. around 2plus, went to the band room to see how's band is doing. (: then around 3plus4, they had their sectional.
band ended around 6plus. then take bus-ed home with Hweehan. (:
Walk away, Loved. 9:45:00 PM `
beyond my reach.
I'm feeling kinda exhausted now. my energy like all used up. LOLS. school's boring. I dread going to school. there's nothing interesting about school. lesson is so boring, make me feel like sleeping all the time. I need to go out. who can bring me out?
Walk away, Loved. 8:44:00 PM `
never what i thought.
how do you feel when you thought everything is going right, what actually its not?
ohwell, I'm feeling down. yesh, DOWN. I dont know why, I seriously dont know. I have no one to turn to, mayb not no one to turn to. but I guess no one would understand how I feel and I cant explain also. I need to cry, yesh and cry out loud. sigh... anyone can save me?
也许认识我的时候你就知道 你对我的爱有多少.
Walk away, Loved. 5:37:00 PM `
if i could, i would.
well, school as normal. feeling weird now. I dont know why. today school end at 145pm. ate lunch in canteen. and went home around 3pm. took a nap from 4plus till 7plus. ohwell, I'm still feeling tired now. argh~ its so difficult to fall asleep this few days. mayb holiday sleep too late, now want sleep early also cannot.
somethings are just so difficult to be explained in words.
Walk away, Loved. 8:38:00 PM `
i'm singing in the sky.
woke up around 540am today. tired~ cant get to sleep yesterday night. gross! so shag~ LOLS. reached school around 715am. hahah. we sat in the hall for like so long and listen to those stupid talks. walao, first day of school leis. and all the talks like so extremely sians and I've listened to them for like 4years? argh~ stupid school. LOLS. after recess, normal lesson resume, boring still. after school, went Pizza Hut for lunch with Nanny, Twin, Hweehan, Simone, Hongying and Ferlyn! hahah. I've been craving for Pizza since Saturday. after that, went Mac, supposed to finish up the holiday's homework. but end up, I did only like less than 5questions. LOLS. okae, I'm gonna be like so dead. Teachers gonna nag at us! hahah. Donovan they all were at Mac also, chat and stuffs. and I helped Donovan to tie his hair. LOLS. he asked me to tie for him one. LOLS. then slack till around 5plus and bused home with Hweehan. (:
show your guys something, remember that gurl I accidently bump onto at Mac afew days before? she wrote a comment to Aaron.
aaron!!
that fucker who bump into me,
you got find until is who mahhs?
what kind of band major are you?!
never teach your band members manners.
grrs>:
ohgod, she's childish, really childish. XD people say me fucker leis, scary sia. people ahlian sia. LOLS. so sad that I couldnt view her full Friendster profile~ XD LOLS.
Walk away, Loved. 8:14:00 PM `
dont wanna miss you.
my leg is kinda aching now. should be is yesterday walk/run too much. now my leg is super pain. sobs, somemore tomorrow school reopen already. and thats so super sians! my homework are all undone. Maths, halfway through. English, not even one question. dead uh? after school starts, I must start studying already. if not I will fail badly for Prelim2. and I cut my nails just now in the afternoon. so sad can. ): I keep them till like so long already but now school reopen, got stupid attire check, GROSS! LOLS. went for dinner with my parents and my niece just now and now I'm back home. gonna iron my uniform soon!
你们要快乐，要天长地久。
你们没有错，爱是自由。
走出这扇门后，至少我还有辽阔。
你们要快乐，要紧紧牵手。
你们不幸福，我会难过。
成全最爱的人，
不是为了看着她寂寞。
过去曾让你笑得很甜。
不代表有权利要你纠结。
虽然遗憾爱情也有它的季节。
风不能吹就作最潇洒的落叶。
你们没有错，爱是自由。
走出这扇门后，至少我还有辽阔。
你们要快乐，要紧紧牵手。
你们不幸福，我会难过。
成全最爱的人，
不是为了看着她寂寞。
过去曾让你笑得很甜。
不代表有权利要你纠结。
虽然遗憾爱情也有它的季节。
风不能吹就作最潇洒的落叶。
Walk away, Loved. 7:32:00 PM `
you made me beautiful.
well, firstly, I want to say, the Concert was a SUCCESS! a very big Thankyou to everyone who came and supported us. really appreciated it. (: especially my dearest Nanny, Twin, Jun and Karmen. Loves! sorry for not going dinner/supper with you guys. but I still love you okae. hahah. well, Daniel morning call me at around 915am to wake me up. hahah. bath and everything, reach school around 1030am. I still feel like sleeping seriously, but I got no choice. LOLS. learn afew dance steps and yesh, we wasted alot of time. Ferlyn cried because some of the sec4s are not cooperative. sigh... cheers gurl. (: around 1130pm, went for lunch with Daniel, Jasline and Wilson at KFC. saw Meishan, Jeremy and Alvin there. around 1230pm, walk back to school as we need to fall in at 1245pm. after fall in, we started setting up tables, chairs, benches, decorations etc. around 4plus, our Band Investiture starts, our first ever investiture for the band. (: it goes on well I guess. around 5plus, we had our dinner. get changed into our band polo tee and jeans. and around 7pm, our Band Under The Stars starts. actually everything was alright until Miss Lim said the wrong piece, which is not supposed to be played at that time. it changed the whole mood of the band I guess. sigh... but nevermind, we just follow what we are supposed to do. and the concert ended around 9pm. clean and pack everything, fall in and went home around 10plus.
and a picture with Daniel before going home.
my face look kinda red because of the scorching sun in the afternoon. and i look kinda tired here. hahaha.
oh yeah, the new band committee is out. but I only remembered afew post and afew SL.
Band Major: Daniel Lee! (: all the best boy!
Drum Major: Lizhen.
Secretary: Bridget.
Recruit IC: Minchoo.
Head of QM: Teck Liang.
Section Leaders-
Flute: Jane Teo! (: you go gurl~
Clarinet: Vivien.
Saxophone: Junisa.
French Horn: Yilin.
Trombone: Azmir.
Euphonium: Weising.
Trumpet: Bridget.
Tuba: Seng Shi Hui.
Percussion: Myeong Seon. (:
Walk away, Loved. 11:18:00 PM `
invisible.
woke up at 11plus. went for band at around 3pm, for the sake of someone okae. LOLS. nagnagnag. XD help out with the setting up and stuffs. went for dinner break at 5pm, went Hawker for dinner with Xumin, Daniel and Wilson. hahah. went back to school at 6pm. had rehearsals for the concert. and practice ended at 8plus9pm. pack, debrief and homesweethome. Daniel's parents drove me home. million thanks! (:
do support our concert tomorrow.
7pm, at Yuying Secondary School.
By Yuying Concert Band. (:
Walk away, Loved. 10:30:00 PM `
that beautiful moment.
I having some kind of mixed feelings now. I dont know why, but I'm just feeling weird. hahah. well, woke up at 11plus today. slack all the way till around 2plus, bath and everything. left home around 3plus and went to school for band practice which starts at 1pm. hahaha. sec4and5s have privilege to go or not to go for practice. and I'm a goodgurl kaes. I went for all the practices but not all on time. XD well, reached school, they were having sectional which is boring. hahahah. went into the band room, saw Daniel helping Mr Phua to type some stuffs into the laptop. crapped and disturb him. hahaha. after awhile, went band store to get my flute and went for sectional. I sat down for only about 15mins or so, they said go back to band room already. LOLS. fall in and Sirs told us to prepare benches and stuffs as we will be having a run-through after dinner. so after everything was set up, we went for our dinner at 530pm. went Mac for dinner with Xumin, Daniel, Junwei, Teckliang and Tianfu. saw Allan and Azizi standing outside Mac. Allan disturb me again. LOLS. saw Zhiqin and Kenneth inside Mac. talked to Zhiqin for like less than 2mins. (: after that, they left Mac already. then, we went to queue up to order. and like accidently, when i turn, i knock onto a gurl's tray, well, nothing fall off or what as its just a slight knock. and the girl give me a very pissed off face. okae, fine, I know its my fault so, I just like say 'Sorry lah' to her. she didnt turn back or what, so nevermind. I have apologized, and I dont think its something that bad. and when we are eating, that gurl and her friend keep looking at our direction and I was like thinking, just a slight knock, must be like that meh. LOLS. childish man. well, I didnt look back or anything cause I have already said sorry, what more they want. and I dont wish to quarrel or fight over such minor things. they keep looking at us all the time until we leave Mac. gross, cant stand them. LOLS. and we were laughing all the way back from Mac to school. not because of that gurl but another gurl. LOLS.
that gurl smoke man! LOLS. and I told Daniel I'm quite sure that gurl is younger than me, in fact I'm really correct. smoke, very great meh? LOLS. I dont think so man, you are just killing yourself faster. XD went back to school for band again around 630pm. had a run-through of the sequence of pieces we will be playing on Saturday. practice all the way till 8plus. pack up and fall in. and homesweethome. and that gurl who I knock onto was Aaron's friend. so he was like telling me what the gurl told him about me and stuffs. hahahah. I really find that gurl childish. one minor thing must make the whole world know? LOLS. its not as if I make her fall down or what lah. and he told me that gurl is sec3 and that means what I thought was correct. underage smoke, kenna caught then she know. hahahah.
happy moment never lasts long. (:
Walk away, Loved. 10:31:00 PM `
see me through.
woke up at 8plus today. bath and everything. called Nanny around 915am to wake her up but she told me that she's too tired to go for lesson. so nevermind, went to school, reached school around 10am, saw Daniel so went to talk to him. (: met up with Hweehan and Karmen. saw Robin, Jason, Joopeng and Xiangyu outside General Office. so we sat there, wondering where will our lesson be held as the Library was closed. so, we make our way up to our classroom. which is super dusty. hahahah. Miss Liza told us to clean our tables and chairs so that we can use them. walao, super dirty please. hahaha. after lesson around 11plus, went Kovan for lunch with Karmen and Hweehan. ate at hawker again. hahah. abit broke nowadays. ErinnaTwin meet up with us. we went Heartland walkwalk and chatted about stuffs. hahah. around 1pm, Nanny meet up with us. but I have to go back to school for band practice. Hweehan left with me, she accompanied me back to school and she went home. (: band practice was alright. and practice ended around 4plus5pm. called Twin as she said that she would want to meet me after my band practice. so I walk to Heartland to meet up with them(Nanny, Karmen and Twin). (: after that, we went KFC to sit down as I wanted to eat something. hahaha. saw Nicholas Lim walked past when me and Twin were queuing up to get our meal. hahah. Nanny and I shared a Two-piece chicken meal as I know I cant finish the whole meal. hahaha. the four of us chatted about alot of stuffs, shall not elaborate. hahaha. but I hope that they can make up their mind and choose the right choice and no matter what choice they made, we will be behind you. cheerup babes. (: we slacked and chatted till around 7pm, went Guardian to buy something. walked to Mac to look for Hongying but she wasnt there anymore. saw Allan, Vivien and Aloysius. after awhile, we decided to go home. hahahah. and reached home around 815pm. (:
Walk away, Loved. 8:39:00 PM `
that smile of yours.
woke up at around 715am today. call Nanny to wake her up. reach school at around 830am, saw Nanny and Hweehan. (: like so long didnt see them already. I so miss them can. hahaha. walk up to the class, but our classroom seems so dusty! LOLS. so Miss Liza decide to bring us to the library for lesson. around 15people attended the lesson I guess. and Miss Liza said something like those selected pupils didnt come and those unselected pupils came. hahaha. and i'm one of the unselected ones. I went because I didnt do my homework and wish to finish my homework during remedial time. hahaha. lesson ended around 11plus. went Kovan for lunch with Nanny, Hweehan and Karmen. saw Allan, Zhiqin, Kenneth, Melisa and Huifen at Kovan Mac. went in as Nanny said she wanna talk to Allan. after that, we went hawker to have our lunch. after eating, Nanny and Karmen went back to school as they got drum practice. Hweehan and I stayed in Mac as I saw Huimin goodgurl! hahah. around 1215pm, band members came for their lunch break. saw Daniel, went over and disturb him. hahah. after that, chatted with Huimin, Allan joined us. chatted and crapped awhile. I ask Hweehan to accompany me to Cold Storage to buy sweets. then walk back to Mac again. around 120pm or so, me and Hweehan walked back to school as I'm going back for band practice. and she accompanied me although she doesnt have to go back to school. hahah. she's great please. and band practice all the way till 4plus. and homesweethome after that. (:
tomorrow theres also lesson and band practice as well. and I got to sleep early I guess.
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套。
Walk away, Loved. 7:41:00 PM `
do support us!
Concert Under The Stars
By Yuying Concert Band.
Do come and show your support!
For any information, do leave a tag,
Message me if you happened to have my number.
Or you can also catch me on Msn.
Hope to see You guys there. (:
______________________________________________
By Yuying Concert Band.
Do come and show your support!
For any information, do leave a tag,
Message me if you happened to have my number.
Or you can also catch me on Msn.
Hope to see You guys there. (:
______________________________________________
| http://www.myheritage.com |
Walk away, Loved. 11:11:00 PM `
band camp.
this pic is taken on the first day of camp while having sectional. and my hair is super messy because there's a fan behind me. hahah. and i look super retarded.
camp was from friday till sunday. overall, the camp was okae. i didnt stay for the first night. went again on the second day at around 1plus. had rehearsal, and around 5pm, i left. as i'm having dinner with my family as sunday was father's day. went to a restaurant at marine parade for dinner. the dinner was alright. kinda full after that. and we took some pictures. ohwell, i look terrible. hahah.
me and my elder sister. i look so shag. hahah. and i'm free from make-ups. (:
my parents. (:
after eating, we went window shopping. LOLS. till around 9plus, we headed home. reached home, grabbed my camp stuffs and changed and headed to school. my brother-in-law drove me there as they are bringing my niece to hougang also. reached school and saw meieng and junshen. talk to them awhile and walk to the band room with vanessa. had rehearsal till around 12plus. but jasline, shihui, melissa, siyan and i slept around 3plus. shihui, siyan and melissa slept in the band store, me and jasline slept in the band room. hahah. we woke up around 640am, went to bath and everything. went to canteen to help out with their breakfast. after that around 8plus, went band room to slack. hahah. around 11plus, we set off from school and went to our located blocks/place to give out leaflet for our concert this coming saturday 23june. most resident are so reluctant to talk/listen to us. hahah. around 1pm, went for lunch with melissa. went back to school around 145pm. had some discussion about what we need to do on 23june. and i'm feeling super tired. LOLS. and was super disappointed with the sec1s. they break camp around 5plus.
30 perfect eggs.
you might wonder why are there eggs. hahah. its to test the juniors how responsible they can be. each and everyone of them will receive a egg. and they have to take care of it throughout the 3days camp. we gave out around 60eggs. and when they returned, only 30eggs are perfect, 9crack and i guess the rest had been thrown away. hahah.
and i went home after that, reached home, went to sleep and i woke up at 11plus this morning! LOLS. i'm super tired.
Walk away, Loved. 12:55:00 PM `
我一直都在。
遥望着你背影。
有孤单太苍白。
我多么想陪着你，
走过人山人海。
当天空变灰白，
你的忧伤澎湃。
我多么想走进你，
紧锁的心海。
我一直都在，你身后等待。
等你有一天回过头看我。
我的笑送给你，希望你快乐。
你的难过都给我。
关于你的一切我都，
好好收藏着。
我一直都在，你身后等待。
等你有一天能感觉到我。
就算我在你世界，
渺小像一颗尘埃。
我也会给你我所有的光和热。
我鼓起勇气呐喊，
你要听得见。
我不许你再孤单。
要你拥抱我给的温暖。
if you ever need me, remember,
i'm still here.
i'm still here.
Walk away, Loved. 11:54:00 PM `
i wish i didnt know.
this two pics are taken yesterday with meimei in the toilet. LOLS.
today woke up at 10plus11. i'm feeling tired. argh. bath and everything, meet up with erinna and nicholas lim at hougang mall around 1pm. as xujun was late, so we three went to return library books borrowed by erinna, then we went mac to eat. xujun reached around 2pm, so we walk to hougang plaza for kbox session! ahahahah. its been a long time since go for kbox session. i love singing especially when i'm in a super bad mood. around 3pm, erinna went kovan to do treatment for her hair. then around 5pm, she and karmen joined us at kbox. we sing all the way till 7pm. can you imagine? LOLS. 5hours straight. luckily, i didnt lose my voice. hahah. we saw justin outside kbox. he cut his hair and he look funny? LOLS. he's still the same old him. siyong went to pick xujun up, so left only 4 of us. hahah. after that, we went library for awhile, erinna borrowed two books. after that, we cabbed down kovan. had our dinner at mac, saw aloy and gang there. hahah. actually i didnt eat much today, or rather, i dont feel hungry. sigh. after that, we went heartland walkwalk and homesweethome around 9pm. ohyah, anyway, nicholas paid for the kbox today. hahaha. thanks yeah. (:
美祯你要坚强，要活的比从前更好。
Walk away, Loved. 10:26:00 PM `
i love you so much.
woke up at 10plus11 today. meet up with meimei brandon and yiwei at town. but meimei was late, she reached at 330pm. hahaha. after that we went to watch "Men in White". a funny show but not very nice. ahahah. after movie, around 6plus. went fareast walkwalk. and around 7pm, went to take MRT. meet hweehan for dinner. talk to her about stuffs. and reached home around 9pm. well, i'm so not in the mood to write in details. i'm feeling downdowndown!
well, i just get to know something heartbreaking. i never know i will cry, i never know it will still hurt. i never know i love you so much. sigh... well, i wish you all the best.
Walk away, Loved. 11:15:00 PM `
when i miss you.
this two pics are taken on sunday when i'm super bored. hahah.
woke up around 920am today. as i'm meeting jason jiujiu at 11am. (: bath and everything. went out around 1015am. reach kovan mac at 11am. but jason reach around 10mins later. hahah. but its okae. after he reached, we eat our brunch first and after eating, we start to do our homework. and yesh, today is the first time in the holiday i touch my homework. wahahah. when jason has complete around half of it. XD around 12pm, as the band members are having their lunchbreak. many come to eat mac. hahah. and they are like so shock to see me and jason there. sir also come in and talk to us and he keep saying that we are just acting to study infront of him. LOLS. jasline stayed with us as the rest went back for band practice as the lunchbreak is only 1hour. around 130pm, we are so tired of doing homework so we decide to go for band. hahaah. practice was alright. and we got sectional again which is boring please. hahah. but lucky today jasline was there. (: and band ended at 5pm. and homesweethome after that.
meeting meimei dearie and some other guys tomorrow. hope it would be a great day.
Walk away, Loved. 8:18:00 PM `
band practice. (:
ohwell, the first band practice for the month. as we are having a performance on 23june. which is next saturday! hahah. i love band practices but its just tiring. hahah. reach school at 9am today. fall in was at 845am, but i didnt know. hahah. i walk into the school with melissa mei. and saw lina and gang sitting in the canteen. at first we thought seniors dont have to fall in. so we just walk in slowly. but we saw meieng falled in so we 'run' or rather walk faster to fall in. was feeling kinda unfair? hahaha. its okae, used to it. then band practice starts! i love having full band and seriously dread having sectionals. i think i learn more things during full band. hahah. afew alumni joined us today for practice, cheryl join us. hahah. our ex SL. (: well, at 12pm, we had our lunchbreak till 1pm. went for lunch with my section, jane, rachel, jasmine and angeline. hahah. i'm the oldest among them. jasline is not there, xumin is not there also. sians right? hahah. and we had chicken rice for lunch as jane suggested. (:
after that, went back for band. had full band for awhile then break for sectional again. sians. LOLS. well, after sectional, we had combined again. and around 5pm, we pack up and fall in. after fall in, afew of us stay back as jason say that they are having a surprise for sir as yesterday was his birthday. hahah. so we stayed, sing him a birthday song and cut cake. i had wished him happy birthday already. but nevermind, lets wish him again. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIR! (:
Walk away, Loved. 9:59:00 PM `
nothing i could do.
| People Envy Your Generosity |
 You're a giving soul, and you'd do almost anything for those you love. And they'd do anything for you! People may envy how giving you are, but more than anything, they envy those you open your heart to. |
| What Your Soul Really Looks Like |
 You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. |
i'm home the whole day again. my life seems so boring. all my so called friends are like dead uh? hahahah. woke up at 1pm today. as usual, my parents bought lunch for me. then use computer till around 7pm, dad called and went downstairs for dinner with my parents. i ate fish cutlet. hahah. and i'm seriously bored at home. but from tomorrow onwards i might be kinda busy, as theres band practices.
11june monday - band practice 9am-5pm.
12june tuesday - band practice 9am-5pm.
13june wednesday - meeting meimei dearie. (:
14june thursday - might be going out.
15 - 17june friday till sunday - band camp.
19june tuesday - band practice 9am-5pm.
20june wednesday - band practice 9am-5pm.
21june thursday - band practice 1pm-9pm.
22june friday- band practice 1pm-9pm.
23june saturday - Band Investiture cum Concert Under The Stars.
busy right? hahah. and my holiday is gone. my homework is all undone! ):
if i'm gone, i guess no one would cares. (:
Walk away, Loved. 8:58:00 PM `
music and lyrics.
this baby here is so adorable right?! hahaha. i stayed at home for the whole day again. and its a saturday. so saddening uh. hahah. woke up at 1pm, mum bought lunch for me. then slack at home. around 7pm, dad called. so i went out for dinner with my parents. and now i'm home watching tv. boredment.
a nice song which bring back some memories. (:
Way Back Into Love.
I've been living with a shadow overhead.
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed.
I've been lonely for so long.
trapped in the past, i just can't seem to move on.
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away.
Just in case i ever need em again someday.
I've been setting aside time.
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind.
All i want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine.
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs.
I know that it's out there.
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere.
I've been looking for someone to shed some light.
Not just somebody just to get me through the night.
I could use some direction.
And i'm open to your suggestions.
All i want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if i open my heart again.
I guess i'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end.
There are moments when i don't know if it's real.
Or if anybody feels the way i feel.
I need inspiration.
Not just another negotiation.
All i want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if i open my heart to you.
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do.
And if you help me to start again.
You know that I'll be there for you in the end.
Walk away, Loved. 10:22:00 PM `
boredment.
| You Are Pretty Happy Being Single |
 You have a full, fun life. And you definitely don't need love to be content. Of course, being single can get you down a little. Especially when you've been single for a while. But you know how to be patient and wait for the right person. You're life is too good to settle for anything! |
| How You Are In Love |
 You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to take more than give in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. |
Walk away, Loved. 2:28:00 PM `
i'm feeling really empty.
woke up at 12pm today. bath and everything. went to school for sectional. reach school around 2pm. but the band room is still not open yet. so slack outside the band room with rubilyn and wei xin i think. LOLS. my junior anyway. chat with them as rubilyn is eating her currypuff. after 10mins or so, finally the band room is open, so went in, set up instrument, find and tidy the scores we need to play on 23june. after that, practice on the scores. all the way till 5pm. keep instrument, stay in band room for awhile. chatted with sir and vanessa. we persuade sir to buy new flutes. hahahah. we are really short of flutes lah. plusplusplus, our flutes brand are like super lousy one can. LOLS. and around 6pm, i went home.
有时候以为我能微笑去面对，有时心酸到呼吸都听见。
Walk away, Loved. 11:23:00 PM `
when thoughts run wild.
i'm at home for the whole day, again. hahah. woke up at 11plus12 today. i'm tired and wish to sleep somemore but i cant sleep! wth. ): whats happening to me man. did nothing today. was too lazy to go out for lunch. so called my mum to buy lunch back for me as she's coming home around 3plus. use computer for almost the whole day. watch tv and listen to the radio. my parents bought dinner back for me. and now i'm blogging. well, nothing much. i'm going to watch tv already.
Walk away, Loved. 8:33:00 PM `
sectional.
i slept at 2plus yesterday. and woke up at 12plus today. i'm feeling so tired please. lack of sleep this few days. i wanted to sleep somemore, but i cant. i got to go to school for sectional which starts at 2pm. pulled myself out of bed, bath and everything. reach school around 2pm, saw lina, yanhwee and suthanee in canteen so sat down with them. chat awhile with them as suthanee is eating. after that we walk to band room. set up my flute and i'm superb pissed off by my sec1s juniors! i dont know who is the one using my flute. and that person destroy my flute. hello, i love my instrument so much can. and how can they just keep the flute without cleaning? and the sad thing is the people from my section dont even care. the section leader dont even know who is using my flute. sigh. i'm disappointed, very. i'm not trying to say anything here but i just felt unfair you know. some dont have to share their flute with the sec1s so their flute will be in good condition, but mine? i dont mind sharing, but i mind as they didnt take care of it! well, i cant do anything or say anything also. i have no stand afterall. all i can do is to wipe off all the dirt from my flute. but i'm very sure i will talk to the sec1s on friday.
we had sectionals on the scores we will be playing on 23june. and i realise i have deprove. hahahah. long time didnt play liao lah. but i will try my best to improve. (: and yeah, i feel the distance between me and my section members. it seems they are okae with me, but well, i know true enough whats happening, i'm very sensitive to my surroundings yeah. well, practice together in the band room with everyone, side read all the scores. and i really got to buck up. hahah. well, sectional end around 5pm, after that, went for dinner with lina, yanhwee and suthanee at kovan mac. and reached home at 7plus.
i'm like always at the losing end.
Walk away, Loved. 10:43:00 PM `
i'm feeling really shitty.
i'm sorry to people whom i show attitude to this few days. really sorry. i guess i need some time on my own. dont ask me why, i dont know how to say either. i dont think i'm thinking too much. is what they are doing making me think this way. how i wish it isnt holiday now, and mayb i will feel so much better. but no, the whole world knows that now is school holiday, dont tell me that it slip off their mind which i think its just an excuse. i've been having holiday for 1week plus, not a call or even a sms from any of them. hey, what is this? must i always be the one taking initiative? hahah. i dont think i will again.
well, today woke up around 12pm, bath and everything, went out for lunch with hweehan at singapore post. i love her please, she's ALWAYS there for me. i could tell her anything and everything. we ate long john. (: after eating, we went This Fashion walkwalk, actually wanted to buy a pant but i didnt bring enough cash. hahah. so forget it. will go back some other day and hope theres still stock. XD we went NTUC, LOLS. and also Popular, bought nothing and reached home around 330pm. talk to her about them, and she also agreed with what i say. sigh...
you treat them as precious but they treat you as dirt. (:
Walk away, Loved. 10:15:00 PM `
my dearest goodgurl's birthday. (:
hahaha. supposed to meet up with them 2pm at orchard MRT, but as usual, they ALL are late. hahaha. sometimes i really wonder why must i always be so punctual. XD well, by the time everyone meet up, its around 2plus3pm. hahah. got me, huimin, leela, jeremy, henry, qingyong, yaoming, junjie and kendrick. we went to taka, and ate some fingerfood. LOLS. but i ate cheesecake. its super nice okae. i love cheese cake lah. after that, we went lucky plaza as they wanted to play pool. but i didnt play. hahahah. we were for around 3hours. and all i do is listen to songs and take pictures! hahah. there are still some very boliao pics which i didnt upload. at around 620pm, we walk to heeren as they reserve a table in Sakae Sushi, we ate the buffet dinner. hahah. super full after that. allan meet up with us during dinner. each person paid $20. after dinner, at first we wanted to watch movie, so we walk to cine, but sadly theres no movie to watch. so we went to walk around and we took neoprints. LOLS. 10people and mostly guys, squeezing into the machine/pic. we manage to do it anyway. after that, jeremy and gang wanted to go home. so me, huimin, leela and allan went geylang. LOLS. actually i also have no idea why they want go there. the funny thing is, we got onto the cab, told the uncle where we wanted to go, the uncle was like much more excited and interested than us. he tell us things like, which lorong got more 'chicks' and from what country whatever whatever. we find it so irritating can. LOLS. we walk around for awhile. around 10plus11, we cabbed home. (:
hope huimin enjoyed herself. <3
Walk away, Loved. 1:47:00 AM `
boredment.
i'm super bored please. LOLS. finally i'm like going out tomorrow! wahahahah. with my dearest goodgurl huimin and some guys. hahaha. because tomorrow is her birthday yeah. but i'm dead lah. i havent bought her present and i dont know what to wear tomorrow! LOLS. as usual, today stayed at home for the whole day. watch vcd, a very nice hongkong show. hahah. its about investigation. hahah. nothing much also. sigh, staying at home is seriously boring. think i'm going to sleep early today. if not tomorrow i will look dead. hahahah.
one song with meaningful lyrics! (:
WOULD YOU BE THERE.
by Redwan Ali.
if i were blue,
would you be there for me and whisper in my ears that's ok.
would you stand by me,
let me hold you tight and say you love me one more time.
if i feel good,
would you slow dance with me and touch my lips with tender loving care,
would you die for me,
would you run with me and never look back.
would you be there to love to be with me?
would you swear that your love is always true?
would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away?
would you be there to love to be with me?
would you swear that your love is always true?
would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away?
would you be there~
if i'm away would you still think of me and wish that you could hold me now.
hold me now~
would you die for me?
would you run with me?
all the way.
would you be there to love, to be with me?
would you swear that your love is always true?
would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away?
would you be there to save my soul tonight?
would you swear that your love is always true?
would you say that you'll always be there to kiss my pain away?
would you be there to love to be with me?
would you swear that your love is always true?
would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away?
would you be there to save my soul tonight?
would you swear that your love is always true?
would you say that you'll always be there to kiss my pain away?
would your be there for me~
Walk away, Loved. 10:50:00 PM `
take my breath away.
| Your Love Style is Agape |
 You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. |
Walk away, Loved. 3:47:00 PM `
你给我的爱已经过了期限。
ahahahahah. i so wanna laugh at myself. i woke up at 11plus today. thinking that its a weekday. but my mum is at home so i thought she dont need to work today. when she only dont have to work on weekends. LOLS. okae, nevermind. on msn, people were like asking me didnt go out today, i was like thinking, why must i go out. LOLS. i went to check my phone's calendar only then i realised that today is a saturday! mayb i stayed at home for too many days and i've lost count of days. hahahah.
i'm so bored lah. sigh~ this is the most boring holiday i ever had. one week of my holiday is gone! and i havent even enjoy myself yet. what i need now is cash i guess. i want go shopping, i want go watch movie, i want go kbox, i want to meet up with besties! sigh, its seems like nobody remember me, how pathetic can i be? LOLS. nanny is in hongkong, karmen is working, xujun is having exams, hweehan is kinda grounded and erinna is lost! XD
my good friend. (:
像两首节拍不同的歌
却又同时被爱情合奏
旋律勉强着
我快不能够假装快乐
你心中有宽阔的天空
空气还稀薄
曾经以为等待会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞
如果爱情是五线谱
我只希望用全音符
吟唱出爱上你
那完整的幸福
当你的心没有耳朵
即使我为你唱着歌
你也只看见我哭了
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞
曾经以为等待会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心
还会不会寂寞
你说我我是你最好的朋友
是不应该再拥抱着
你退缩你冷漠
于是我放开双手
不在乎我的心会永远的寂寞
Walk away, Loved. 9:05:00 PM `
finally i can blog again!
i so miss my blog. hahah. super long never blog lerh. its like MONTHS! LOLS. miss me people? haas. life have been so busy. totally school life please. sigh, starting of this year is busy with band as we are having SYF during april. and now its over, to our disappointment, we got a silver. but we did our best already right people? YYCB rocks alright. dont care about what people say us or how much they look down on us yeah. hahahah.
olevel chinese paper is just over. hopefully i can do well. well, i'm still single alright after so long. hahahah. and i'm happy with it. although somethings happen around this 2months or so, but i'm still alive and kicking. hahahah. i will be fine, i hope. and yesh, my prelim1's results. as usual, i failed only humans. hahahah. everyone expected it, even the teacher. XD my L1R4 is 18, my L1R5 is 27. LOLS. i'm going be dead if i still dont buck up.
well, anyway, my nanny is in hongkong now. hope she take good care of herself and i will miss her that badly. hahahah. and since its holiday now, i hope everyone enjoy the holidays! as for me, i'm stuck at home for 3whole days, any kind soul bring me out for a movie or something? hahahah.
Walk away, Loved. 9:32:00 PM `
Joanne Lum Mei Zhen. ♥
